Hey there bunnies! I'd thought I'll just have this random blog post of what I usually think about past midnight. When you have nothing else on your mind.. Suddenly the person you miss pops in your head. I always wonder, why do we miss the people that hurts us the most why do we think about the people we should be forgetting? I think it's because of the memories that person has given us. Even though they have moved on, you still cling onto those memories. They said "time will heal". For me, it's been so so long I can't even remember. I miss those texts, I miss laughing at your stupidity and I miss those times. Sometimes I wonder if I were to go back to that moment, would I do anything different? It sucks that people walk into your life and mess you up and just leaves like that. LIKE DUDE. If you were going to do that in the first place, don't even enter my life. And the thing about me is that I get attached really really easily and it's really not that easy to forget a person who's once been a big part of my life. Although I can truthfully say that I don't like that guy anymore, sometimes I still do think about him and it sucks. Especially when those songs I listen to when I had a crush on him plays, that's it man. Immediate reaction to the song and my brain just has to give me an image of him. I've heard a whole lot about him and that he does this a lot. Like screwing a girl's feelings over and just leaves them hanging. Like okay, I'm just another one of those many girls. Thanks a whole lot DUDE. I guess this will be a lesson or something I can learn from. STOP GETTING SO ATTACHED TO PEOPLE RACHEL DAMMIT! And guys are shit. Hahahah. Those people that really stick by you through everything are the ones who are worth it. Not some lame ass dude you just met. Screw him. Hahaha. I don't need you in my life. So yes, maintain Rachel maintain. And just forget about him. Not worth your time. Haha. Self comforting in progress. I know many people have or are going through the same shit I've been through, so I can just say one thing, it DOES get better in the long run. And just take that as a stepping stone, a learning experience. Anyways, that's all for this post! If I didn't have such emotional posts once in a while I woudn't be Rachel Lui anymore. HAHAHAHA. So yes. Hope you've enjoyed this post. If you didn't then I'm sorry haha. Goodnight!(:
Much love,
Rach xoxo stay strong!
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