Hey there, judging from the title of the post, i think you can sort of guess how this post is gonna go. Haven't been feeling the best this week due to many reasons:
1. The amount of assignments that is piled is insane. Doesn't help that the due dates for these assignments are packed so close together we can't exactly just focus on one particular assignment but manage between the 6 different modules and assignments at the same time. Thinking about it makes me nauseous.
2. My laptop decided now's the best time to 'die' on me. Okay so, around 2 days ago i was just using my laptop as per normal, when i decided to shut down and close my laptop, i heard a loud crack as i was closing it. Guess what, near the hinge of my laptop, there's a huge gaping hole (there were even small broken plastic pieces scattered on my table). I swear i did nothing to my computer at all. And it was perfectly fine before that. Like i don't get what and how that happened. It wasn't as if i dropped it or slammed it shut. And i just flipping broke down. It was like around 11:30pm at night and i was so ready to go to bed but no. My laptop just had to do this to me in the midst of my assignments, i just stared at my computer in disbelief and ran to my brother for help even though there was nothing he could do about it anyways. I love my life :') It is still working normally now but whenever i open and close my laptop it just makes this horrible cracking noise like it might just fall apart any time. I should probably send it for service. Then again, it will mean i wouldn't have my laptop for around a week and i've submissions next Monday and Friday. Once again loving my life :')
3. Have absolutely no motivation whatsoever to do my assignments. And considering the deadlines coming up, i better start doing something about it and not continue being a gigantic sloth that i am.
4. Sleep deprived. I haven't really been sleeping well these few days. I'm literally a zombie now who can't wait to sleep in tomorrow.
5. I keep thinking about the amount of things i have to do and the amount of time that i have to complete them and i just freak out and fall into an emotional pit. Getting angry/sad/frustrated at anything and everything. I think i might just be going insane.
6. And because of the above, i have been lashing out at the people who are the closest to me and who care about me. (the week i feel like a horrible human being) I'm sorry.
Okay i'm gonna just leave it at 6 points before i fall into full on depression. I hope you guys had a better week than i did! Enjoy the weekends!!
* One plus point that made my week slightly less miserable, i met Jazreel today :') *
Till next time!
Much love,
Rach xoxo
(PS. I'm gonna just continue posting on this platform)
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