Lost

I know you've lost someone and yes, it hurts. They might have left suddenly, unexpectedly. You are hurting and i understand. I am not here to tell you that tomorrow will be a new day, or that you will feel better next week, on the other hand, it's okay to hurt as much as you are now and that's what makes you ever the more human. When we lose someone, fragments of memories linked to that person would start streaming in whether you like it or not.

Happy memories, sad memories, memories you forgot existed would just pour right into your little head like a massive wave you never expected. A wave that would destroy every last bit of energy in you. We cannot control the amount of pain one inflicts on us. We could have started losing them piece by piece until there was nothing left, only then we realize the amount of depth that person had in our lives.

I can't promise that you'll feel better anytime soon, but eventually you will. For now, take all the time you need. Take all the time in the world to mend your broken heart.

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Nostalgia

So today after school i decided to come to Starbucks to just chill as i end school early on Wednesdays. But, not just any Starbucks, the Starbucks i spent most of my time studying with friends after school in secondary 4. It was a funny feeling coming back here. Thinking of the times my friends and i would just study here, do math, memorize geography notes. I still remember my music playlist i had back then, that goes in loops and loops repeating the same old songs over and over again.

It was almost a daily affair coming here, getting myself a cup of green tea soy latte sipping and studying away. Can't believe it's actually been a year since my O'levels. I still remember the frustration i had whenever i couldn't solve my Amath questions and would always have an emergency contact whenever i got stuck (haha thanks). Even doing up geography notes here with all my coloured markers and pens sprawled across the table. Yes, we'd come here and hog the longest and biggest table all the way till around 7pm. (Pretty sure everyone hated us back then oops..)

Have to admit we aren't ALWAYS studying. Girls being girls, we'd just talk and talk and talk. And before i knew it, it was 6pm and i've barely done anything HAHA. Kinda wish i could just go back to that time, even just for a day.

So, school has started and i don't exactly know what to make out of it. No matter how much i loved the holidays and did not want school to start at all, i couldn't help but feel like i had a teeny weeny part of me who was excited for a new semester. After experiencing most of my new modules, i can be sure it's not gonna be as fun as my first. Not gonna lie, this semester might kind of be boring and dry but i hope i'm wrong. Shall continue working hard and never be complacent (:

On a side note, i really can't wait for christmas. Just the atmosphere and everything makes it the best time of the year. Not forgetting to mention, kinda feels a lot like christmas in this starbucks with all their deco and their new christmas menu out again (:

PS: I am actually thinking of creating a dayre account but i ain't too sure about it HAHA We'll see!

Till next time!

Much love,

Rach xoxo

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Back to school

Hey there, i know i've posted a somewhat post today but i thought i'd still like to write one. School officially starts tomorrow and i'm not prepared both mentally and emotionally. But there's nothing much i can do but to suck it up and embrace it HAHA. This semester break was really nice and a well deserved break from all the projects and school work which i deeply appreciate. All good things come to an end so i'll just look forward to my next holidays in December!

I'm kinda having some back to school jitters. With all new modules and new lecturers. Hopefully i'll survive aye? HAHA. With school back, i'll most probably be really busy and not have much time to blog but i'll promise to do my best alright! (: I would blog and update once in awhile no worries! To those starting school tomorrow too, YOU'RE NOT ALONE WE SHALL SURVIVE. And to those starting your O'levels, all the best!! Believe in yourself (;

Till next time

Much love,

Rach xoxo

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Thursday Shenanigans

// My favourite picture out of the lot //

So on Thursday, the 3 of us when into a food frenzy. Basically, we dedicated a day just to eat, just for food. Nope, not anything fancy. We went to one of the best local hawker centres, Chomp Chomp. It was located pretty far away from our homes (Serangoon) so we met up around 4-ish and started our food search. Me being me, i was late.. AGAIN. Cui Wen even posted this on her SnapChat

I guess that'll give you a rough picture of what a horrible person i am HAHA. Anyways, so we made our way to Chomp Chomp and actually had our dinner quite early. Around 5/6pm. We ordered SO MUCH FOOD. When everything was on our table, i totally felt the judgemental stares of those who walked by. I can totally visualize what they were thinking "How can 3 girls finish that much food." They had NO IDEA. We ordered satay, BBQ stingray, hokkien noodles and many many more. That meal was so satisfying i can't even put into words. Although it was indeed really hot and with me not having a very high tolerance of spicy food made the heat on a whole new level, nonetheless, still satisfying. Not forgetting to mention how much Cui Wen loves her stingray. She was like a little girl who was just presented with a puppy. Sorry for such a horrible comparison, but you get the drift. 

We totally stuffed ourselves silly that day. After dinner, we went to have dessert. HAHA. Yes we did. Ice-cream and waffles at Oblong a cafe nearby. After all that food, when i felt like my stomach was on the verge of bursting, guess what we did. We took pictures. HAHA. Meh, nothing surprising right? I would just say, my tummy was overly satisfied that day and we really enjoyed ourselves. With Cui Wen being all high on who knows what. The 3 of us just laughed and laughed at everything. 

Most probably this would be the last 'outing' we'll be having for this semester break. School's starting next week. And i am certainly not looking forward to it. Anyways, cheers to a great day and for more to come! Now, enjoy our faces. HAHA.

Much love,

Rach xoxo

I'll never find anyone as gold as you girls