Hey there bunnies, so recently i had a conversation with a close friend of mine and i was just talking about how many friends whom i thought would stick by me forever that aren't by me anymore. He told me that we can't expect everyone to stick by us forever. People change and everybody knows it. I knew that but yet there's always this part of me who refuses to believe that. I choose not to believe that maybe we might not be talking anymore. Some people might just call that living in denial.
I guess it's true that we all grow up and we all change. Somehow, in one way or another, we just outgrow our friends(?) We grow up and start thinking differently, so i guess we drift away from one another. It's okay to not be as close to a person as you once were. Situations change, environments change which in turn, people change. But if you really wanted a friendship to last, it still boils down to taking out time to talk to your friend once in a while, showing him or her that you truly care about them and if they feel the same way, they would do the same. Nothing is wrong with outgrowing your friends. That's just part and parcel of life and it remains that way even if you do not accept it.
Someone once told me, "If you're friends with someone for more than 7 years, they would be in your life forever." It seems like the 7th year was the deciding year in which decides if you two remain as close to each other. I never really knew if it was true or just something someone made up until today. I choose to believe it's true, reasons because i am actually not in contact with someone whom i knew for 7 years anymore. That person was someone really dear to me and never would i have thought that the day we stopped talking would come. Not really sure what happened but we just stopped talking.
I've known for quite a while that i am a person that gets very emotionally attached to people and sometimes i feel afraid to be close to someone because if one day that person chooses to leave i might not be able to take it. The feeling of losing someone you're attached to sucks. I hate that feeling so i've become cautious about being emotionally attached to people. At the moment i don't know if that's a good or bad thing but i guess we'll see how it goes!
So sorry that i haven't been blogging much.. I just have too many projects and assignments on hand to even think about blogging. If you follow me on Snapchat (rachelluiii) , i'm sure you have the front row seat to what's going on in my life. The first semester of school is ending really soon (thank god) and i would have more time to blog!! So just be a little more patient!! Till next time!
Much love,
Rach xoxo
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