INSIDIOUS...

Hey fuzzy bunnies!!(: Have you guys watched insidious?:P I can't believe I actually went to watch it despite me being such a sucker for horror movies. But yeah, I went to watch it with my friends, Jazreel, Pearlie, Kahying and Kailiang HAHAHA. All of us were so scared even before the movie started hahaha. Okay wait maybe not everyone, Kailiang wasn't, AT ALL. He was so cool and was totally not affected at all HAHAHA. Okay fine since he was a guy so yeah.. Even if he was scared I'm sure he wouldn't show it:P Cause Pearlie was sitting all the way to the left, followed by Kahying, Jazreel, Me and Kailiang, us girls held each others hands and whenever something jumps out or scares us, we'd squeeze each other's hands till they went numb HAHA. That Kailiang had absolutely no reaction AT ALL, AT ALL. Sometimes I wonder if hes just sitting there sleeping throughout the movie hahaha. (he wasn't:P)
OKAYYYY I'm not gonna be a spoiler and all but, to be honest, it wasn't that scary as how people portrayed to be.. My friends who went to watch it said they 'almost died in the cinema' 'had nightmares' 'super scary' but really, to me it wasn't that scary or terrifying. I thought I'll totally die after watching it or while watching it cause I really almost died watching the local horror film, 2359. YES THAT. Everyone said that it was 'no kick' but I was there like :OOO. I guess I'm afraid of different types of ghosts hahaha. Ain't afraid of ang mo ghosts but more of Chinese ghosts or Asian ghosts hahahaha. Weird huh? I know:P But yeah I thought I'd totally have nightmares and after effects after the movie but nah not really... I'd say it was a movie that would make you jump in your seat cause of the sudden frights but other than that not really much horror. Other than that, the story line was good though!(: For a horror film at that! So yeps!! If you get a chance or free to watch, please do!! Its a movie actually worth watching!(: Since this blog post is only about insidious, I'll stop here(: Will talk about other things in my next blog post so please stay tuned!!(; 
Oh and one more thing, just cause we concurred insidious, we thought we'd be heros and just go into the haunted house within cine HAHA. The try out haunted house to promote the Halloween horror nights at universal studios. We actually stood outside the haunted house for around 25mins before deciding to go in all together because we still had our doubts hahaha. But in the end we did and hey, no kick:P HAHA. You guys should also go into that haunted house:P Totally free of charge and hmm(: *gives a pedo smile* wink wink. Okay that's all for this post!!(: stay tuned for my next update! Thanks loves!!<3:-*

Love, Rachel
xoxo

Ever felt...

Hey bunnies(: I don't really have much to blog about due to my EVER BORING LIFE so I'm sorry for having late posts and irregular posts. CAUTION! I think this blog post is gonna be quite emotional so if you're like 'I don't give a shit about all that' you can stop here(: (promise a better post the next time)... I don't know.. it's been kind of a bad time for me this past few weeks. Firstly, we stopped talking. Its so sad that people enter your life mess up your feelings and just leave. LIKE DUDE THANKS A WHOLE LOT. You've just shortened 10years of my life. Leaving me sitting on the fence like that. Making me think what is it that I've done wrong or why are you suddenly acting or behaving that way. Is it my fault? I guess I fell hard REAL HARD. Maybe this day was just waiting to come. Kinda expected it but refused to face it. I guess since we've been texting for so long it kinda got dull. Long before all the shit happened we were texting happily I guess or maybe that's just how I felt... He would always reply so nice so friendly and no late replies that's when I think I fell HARD. After a few months the late replies started and blah blah blah. We started to drift. It was saddening as he could be online on whatsapp and whatever social media platform you can think of and he just can't reply to my text. Hmm so yeah I was sad and angry but I just could not, not reply him whenever he texts. And y'know if your crush texts you, its like you immediately reply. So yeah I immediately reply I swear it took like 1min. But guess what no reply  WHEEE. Its like he replied, and while I was replying he just threw his phone on the floor and ran away. Not till 5-6hours later a reply comes. People would ask me why would I even like a guy like him. I really don't know why either. Its just the feeling right? When I think of all the late replies and etc, I can totally call him an ass or douche  but its the happy times I just can't let go. All those nice texts I would wake up to and just the way he replies its just... The good times are the ones that kill me. I miss the times when his name would just appear on my phone and all those smiley faces or emojis that he'll send. Now? Having his name even appear on my phone as a text is impossible. It's like we've never talked, total complete strangers. He can be over there still living his life not even giving the slightest shit. While I'm just crumbling in a corner. Obviously I'm the one that needs him more than he needs me. " Its sad. When you try to pick up a conversation with someone you haven't talked to in a while and used to be close to, but you notice that they don't make any effort to talk to you and just push you further away to the point where you realized that things have changed and it'd be probably better to let go. People come and go, sadly. Even the ones you thought you'd never lose" <--- TOTALLY SUMS UP EVERYTHING. I've told myself countless times to give up, to move on but its really easier said then done. TIME HEALS. I guess i'll have to leave it up to time to heal the wounds and help me move on. I want to wait for that DAY when I can delete the conversations I've had with him without feeling any pain or sadness. I will just wait for that one day. I swear I get attached too easily and too quickly. But take forever to get over. Yeah pathetic i know. At least its the holidays soon and just pray that i freaking get over it by the time school reopens. And for any of you bunnies going through the same thing or just had your heart broken, we can get through this togetherrrrr!!!((((: Don't let one jerk or one mean girl bring you down. (although that jerk has already brought me down:( ) Its sad, its hard, i know but trust me once you get over him/her it'll feel much better(: If you wanna cry just let it alllllll out!!(: You'll feel better. No use beating yourself up about it. Whats gone is gone. Lift your head up and smile(: You're beautiful. Anyways, thanks for reading my pathetic story hahahaha. If you're upset or sad and need somebody to talk to, just tell me okay?(: I'll be your listening ear(; wink wink. If you're feeling really moody, ice-cream and movies always help!!(: *hugs all of you really tightly*
stay strong!

Love, Rachel 
xoxo

Backkk!

Hey bunnies!! I'm so sorry I haven't been posting since forever yet again.. HAHA. SORRY! Okay, so my exams are over and yeah YAYYYYYYY. FINALLY ITS OVER!!! Got back all the results during the past week and hmm. results aren't THAT bad I guess.. Besides Amath and Physics, I guess the rest was either the same as Mid year OR my grades went down slightly. Oh and some improved by a teeny weeny bit too:P And yes, my Amath and physics was so bad. Like sooooooo bad. Both F9 hahahahhahaahah. yeah i know right. F9?!?!?! Yes F9. I ain't a math/sciency type of person so my results confirmed that. HAHA. O'wells it just means I'll have work to do over the holidays huh!:( The last day of school is next Tuesday which is report book collection day:// Can't wait for the holidays!! But the sec 3s would have to stay back for one more week for extended curriculum to gear us up for next year:(( To others it might be called extra lessons, extended curriculum or bridging. So yeah.. one  more week till holidays!! Can't wait. I wanna go to USS so badly now:(( Today's a public holiday so I'm blogging. I think it's Hari Raya Haji(: So yep! perks of living in a multi-racial/religious country perhaps!(: Gonna go for a swim later on HOORAYYY. I really need to get myself running again since the exams are over. I NEED TO RUNNNNNNNNNN. Yesterday I had my first tennis lesson since the start of exams which was 2 weeks ago. GOSH. My stamina dropped like BOOM. Was so tired after that and slept around 11pm... <--- considered early for a person that is always sleeping at around 2am-3am. hahaha. I know it's bad for me but I do it anyways. WHAT A KID. Yeah but I'm gonna sleep earlier from now on. *I hope* Since the end of my exams I've been watching korean dramas and movies online almost EVERY DAY. HAHAHA. The first drama I watched was 'big' cause during my exams it was showing on Tv and I kinda watched a teeny bit of it so I just wanted to continue and finish it. Its one drama that really made me cry so much. I was literally brawling at episodes 14 and 15. Its such a cute drama aww. hahah. But I really hate the ending:( so disappointing. Ain't gonna spoil it for you so you'll just have to watch it yourself!:P The next drama I watched was 'who are you' always wanted to watch it cause TAECYEON was acting in it!! GAHHHH. *_* Major hottie hehehe. *spazzzzzzz* Yeah he was soooo cute in the drama I swear. One of the best dramas I've watched. And also one of the most interesting. Its not some typical love story kinda thing so I highly recommend it!!:D Then I watched a movie, 'Charlie St. Cloud' starring Zac Efron(((; Heheh. *wink wink* That movie wasn't bad but it's not the kind you'd want to watch a again so yeah.. AND NOW! I'm watching this drama called ' The master's sun' so far so good I'm at episode 4 if I'm not wrong haha. But after watching till ep3 I had a nightmare hahahaha. I don't really know why but yeah was kinda freaked out I guess hahahahh. You guys should watch it HAHA(: So yeah finished 2 dramas and 1 movie so far. I have no idea what other movies to watch:((( It's either I've already watched it or not my type of movies. Maybe the next one I'm gonna watch is ' The Croods' some cartoon movie I think hehe(: I think that's enough for today's blog post!! Sorry its just some really random post. Was totally just rambling._. Gonna go for a swim!! I'll blog soon!!!<3
Thanks loves<3:*

Love, Rachel
xoxo